HOLY HELL!! wtf.. todae.. wtf.. wtf..
todae go gym with nick and calvin at nick's hse..
wtf.. after that go eat.. wtf.. cb.. me and nick.. fuck..
we cross road.. den.. wtf.. this guy beside us..
zhao so bloody fast.. den this fuckin motorcyclist
drive so bloody fuck fast.. its lyk wtf.. i saw the
fuckin motorcycle comin.. it came so fuckin fast i din
fuckin noe wat to fuckin do.. den its lyk.. wtf..
the motorcycle banged nick.. rrite infront of mah eyes..
wtf.. thats bloody gay.. wtf.. i din even noe wat happened den..
we got to the pavement and lotsa of ppl helped us..
nick was lyk spittin blood out.. wah fuck..
den we went to hospital.. nick's dad and mum oso came..
wah lao.. nick had so fuckin bad injuries..
after this fucked incident..
i realise dat i can and will neva be able to withstand mah frien's death..
wah kao.. i was lyk seriously super angry.. dat we couldn
share de injuries.. haix.. hope nick's alrite..
he is with parents now.. mah christmas wish is for nick to be alrite..
i oso found out that being a hero.. tryin to save some1..
isn as easy as it seems on the tv.. i really am sorry i din push nick away..
haix. damnit sia.. every1 pray nick alrite pls..